wow, i have not written on here in almost forever, lots of things have happened since I last made an entry... well i've had craziness with love relationships this summer and school year, and am kind of apprehensive about going through it all again but I know it's worth it! classes are going well, i have finals all next week, i'm not too stressed about them, but am excited for Christmas. lets see, i have made new friends this semester... i've gotten my nose pierced, cut my hair and dyed it black... you can see pictures on my facebook.

I'm excited to where God is taking me right now, learning humility, always learning that, but this is the recent focus. It's awesome!

I got to spend Thanksgiving with a good friend of mine and her family, it was in the country (I miss the country) I felt like I was a part of their family, they made me feel so at home! Thanks Joy!

I am content with my life right now and am getting a little too comfortable with no crazy changes right now. I am appreciating my family and friends back home more.

well, those are the big things that i've learned and recently gone through, and I think one of the most important lessons... don't settle!!!!! (a universal statement: love, relationship with God, friendships, with just passing class, etc.)

well that's catch-up.

Right now I am in the transition of a new chapter in my life… which involves a new roommate…cooking… working with the drama ministry at church… new job… Pharmacology summer class… it’s going to be different, and I don’t know if it’s going to be so much harder as harder in different ways.

I am learning about hungering after God. I learning about this, I have found that it is just that, to hunger after Him. No formulas, no prerequisites… anyone at any time in their walk can accomplish this. Even morning, who are we hungering for? The TV remote, the refrigerator, the internet, books, worship music, people, the Bible… those are ok in moderation compared to hungering after God. In hungering after God, that I when a genuine Christian is shown, that is where we all, as Christians, meet at the same playing field, and need to cry out in one voice in hunger for God… we will such a revival that we cannot comprehend it. To hunger after God is as simple as when we ask what He wants of us today, genuinely mean it… or before we ask God our prayer requests, to spend some time just listening for Him, to be in awe of Him, or solely concentrating on Him… do you know what would happen… I don’t know either because if everybody did that, it would be beyond amazing! I feel like God is impressing on my heart that the revival is near and is ready to poke its head out of the soil…

Currently Listening Contact By Benjamin Gate see related

You Remain by Jennifer Knapp

Though I am poor and needy
My Shelter You'll be
Not by my merit lead me
To where You say

Waste my time on lover's quarrels
Speed my breath and hope to stumble
Out of my distrain and still
You Remain

My Wall, my Mighty Tower
Be my Shadow come cover me
Till all my enemies cower
Jealous of my King

Though the day be laced with trouble
Be the stone o'er which I stumble
Straight into the arms and stay
Where You Remain

They said to me I would fall by the wayside
Answer me now
Answer me now

The fatherless we may be weary
Be our Peace and do not tarry
Wait we will for Your Joy

Be my Portion promised me, o Lord
May I be forever
Where You Remain
Where You remain
Where You...
Where You remain

God is so faithful in my life... God fulfills my every need, I need more than ever now in my life... it's just a little crazy right now.